6/11: Good morning

I still feel ugly and insecure and worthless, but I guess I won't stop fighting to become a better person in hopes of being comfortable with myself one day. One day. 

🧚🏼‍♀️Have a good stable skin...take two or three months, and your skin will be okay. 

🧚🏼‍♀️be yourself and be engaging 

🧚🏼‍♀️Be positive! It's about how you take it. You may not be able to do it immediately, it's a slow process. 
🧚🏼‍♀️Love the boyfriend who loves you even though you look like shit.

🧚🏼‍♀️Listen to music, watch movies, enjoy artwork... it's what you love and it makes you happy. 
🧚🏼‍♀️この肌で明日みんなに会うのは辛いけど、そしたらみんな離れてっちゃうから、肌は忘れて楽しもう。

🧚🏼‍♀️干されないよう仕事頑張ろう

 

 

❣️Woke up and cooked breakfast 

❣️when the bad thoughts started creeping in, I was able to stay strong and block them out!!! 

❣️肌荒れ過ぎて鬱になりそうだったけど、昨日より良くなってるって思えた。

❣️ご飯作れた

❣️今日ゆっくり映画見るの楽しいって思った。でも同時に男の子と遊ぶのも楽しい。両方楽しい。