8/23 Anxiety

ANXIETY

・I've made so many mistakes I wonder if they'll treat me right. 
→ they will: youre a newbie. And if they don't, it's no more than work. 

NEGATIVE

・I thought he was looking at other women and I acted like shit 

POSITIVE

・I had fun walking in the nature with my boyfriend 

・he kept reassuring me when I have doubts. For example, when I told him I want him to tell me if he's staying over, and I told him the reason why, he apologized to me and said he would. 
And when he got a text on the train from someone and I looked away, he noticed that I was sad, and he reassured me by saying that the text was from his coworker. 
→ I'm so happy to have such an endearing, understanding boyfriend and memories with him alone can sustain me through tough times. 
I've had a good day.