6/17: Relaxed
I woke up feeling very relaxed and in tune today. I'm not depressed anymore, even though my skin is still shit and I still have social anxiety.
I'm surrounded by good pieole at work; I'm loved intensely by my boyfriend; I have good friends. What more do I want.
なんかもっと大人の余裕のある美しい女性になりたい。
今の自分は余裕のない嫉妬深いニキビだらけの社会不適合者だ。
ああああああskd調整もできないって思われたらちゃんとした仕事もらえない....ちゃんとチェックしたはずなのになんでmgr研修入っていたのだもっとちゃんと丁寧にチェックすれば良かった
Okay it wasn't my fault. I have to stop panicking when I make a mistake. It's a nuisance to everyone. 言うてこうじさんも気にしてないと思うから大丈夫。
→一年後できればよいじゃない。
🥺I'm so nervous for the presentation
→Prepare as much as possible, and the rest is luck.
🧚🏼♀️I want to throw away the idea of being a 新入社員 and just start working like a normal shain.
🧚🏼♀️Don't pressure yourself too much. This is a company that makes you grow on a slower pace.
🧚🏼♀️If you're feeling FOMO, ask as much questions as possible.
🧚🏼♀️loving, smart, beautiful, artistic woman.
🧚🏼♀️skdの失敗は大丈夫。これからはきちんと確認する。今回はきちんと謝れば大丈夫。
🧚🏼♀️失敗した時は(と思った時は)友達に愚痴ルのが一番効果的。
🧚🏼♀️①メモを取る②整理整頓する③優先順位考える
❣️I cooked the rice
❣️I did the laundry
❣️I washed my face
❣️I worked